4.19.2009

An Untitled Rant Upon Self and Then Some

Today I woke up to two cold, hard realities. More so epiphanies, but I digress.

First, I've gotta pick up my pace with my school work. I've pretty much loafted this semester, and having only two classes doesn't help the situation. As of right now, midterms, I'm passing Calculus by 2%. Combine that with the 60-something I'm getting in Physics and my average is below 70%. As in that University acceptance I got will turn into an un-acceptance. Not exactly what I was hoping for. And it's not like I can't do better in school. I'm just way too lazy to bother most of the time.
Right now, I figure that i might as well just try for the next two months. I mean, it's only two months right? For most people, yeah. But I'm a procrastinator, so no, it's not only two months. It's time that could be well wasted upon something far less useful but more enjoyable: Loafting.
The best thing I can do now is just try. And if you see me on MSN up late, do me a favor: Tell me to get some sleep. It'll definitely help.

The other epiphany of the day actually came late last night. Shout out to my boy for informing me of the stupidity I was about to walk into. And this part of the post is for you. No, not you the reader. Once you read this, however, you'll know who I mean. Yes, you. I can't believe you. And I definitely didn't expect this kind of stupidity from you either. You basically tried to play me. You're not even worth my time anymore, and don't try to fix this problem that you made. Yeah, it's partly my fault that I led you on, but it was all in jest. You, on the other hand, decided to play your cards and really make something of this. And you never even told me what was really going on. There are so many things I could call you right now. And I did. But I won't repeat them. I'm not gonna say anything about this anymore. So don't expect to hear from me ever again. Have a good life. Because I guarantee you that I won't be in it.

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